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Wednesday, June 30, 2004 i think lesly is a blessed gal.. =)
her 21st bday party ended w a bang last nite at 11 plus... n it was, indeed, a cool party! i mean, not everyone gets to haf their bday party on a JUNK BOAT!!! althou i was swaying left n rite the whole nite, it was still a cool place to be.. i'm very proud o myself thou.. since i din puke or anythin.. i am very glad to be there w the rest o the zwxh, n we were all determined to make huimin happy.. so much so tt we put up a singapore JUNK BOAT version o the american idol... it was... erm.. rather hilarious althou i was a bad imitation o cindi.. sorry.. i couldnt stop laughing as my rapper, mr chew weida, put up his best performance.. he's good.. haha.... lyan seahorse was good.. randy tan was good.. paula yufan was good.. simon cheong was good.. wu yin liang pin was good.. william han was good.. S.H.E were good.. n o cos.. our winner for the nite, MS HUANG HUIMIN was the best.. i hope we haf helped to make it memorable.. =) i think bdays r cool.... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/30/2004 05:10:00 PM.
Tuesday, June 29, 2004 i am confused... but i am glad things r ok now.. i hope they stay this way..
anw, even thou i haf a bad headache now, rite after dyeing lesly's hair for her, i am still a chirpy baohuan.. haha.. mayb cos i've juz talked to my LISA!! yes!! she is back!!! =)spent 2 hours updating her w my life.. n laughing till my cheeks hurt.. miss her so much... haha.. anw.. she has helped to enlighten me re an issue tt has been bothering me.. HAHA!! yes, that issue.. hee.. n had a short conversation w weida re (wat else but) birthdays.. =)n he has made me very pleased.. he commented tt my bday party was one o the best tt he has attended so far this yr, cos o the atmosphere tt was surrounding the party.. thanx to, this he specifically mentioned, my rspid frens!! n i am seriously very very touched.. i am glad pple can see the relationship i share w my fellow rspidians.. i am touched tt their effort to make me happy is so obvious... n i am grateful for their participation.. of cos, so many o my other best, good frens were present too... but the fact remains tt i've only noen them for 2 yrs.. yes, i noe.. my bday is way way over.. but allow me to savour the sweetest memories pls.. i love all my frens... yes, i noe.. i haf said this for the millionth time.. but let me remind myself o this.. YAY!!!! =) ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/29/2004 02:41:00 AM.
Sunday, June 27, 2004 haf been wanting to blog for the past 2 days... many thots running thru my head... many things happened... but.. sadly, i juz dun haf the time n energy to log on n write..
went w shuhui to watch "windstruck" on thurs.. it's a great show... had a great time sobbing my guts out, for a cheesy, but romantically sweet movie.. i love it.. had a great idea o wat to write in glob after tt show, but the feeling's gone rite now.. wish i am watching a sad show rite now thou, so i can cry legitimately.. had this thot when i was bathin.. if i were to die rite now, n had the power to distribute my share o happiness to e pple i love, the distribution wld probably go like this.. mama - 35% she deserves all the happiness she can get.. fr me... i love her n i wanna protect her all my life.. i want her to age w happiness n w grace.. baofeng - 15% she is so silly n foolish, i dunno how her life will end up.. i want her to be a happy little silly gal forver... papa - 5% i juz feel tt i hafta include him, one way or another.. frens - the remaining 45% i dunno how this is gonna work.. it juz pains me so much to haf my frens upset... if i haf the ability at all, i wish i can make things easier for them.. for everyone o them... baoling n baoxuan r capable o making themselves happy.. told baoling to call me b4 she leaves for aust tonite.. she did not.. i called her, but she did not pick up her fon.. sometimes, i wonder how much i stand in their hearts.. my sisters.... mayb i am trying too hard.. mayb we r all supposed to lead our own lives, sooner or later.. but b4 i find mine, i guess i am still dependant.. my thots r jumping fr one thing to another rite now.. i am trying hard to sound coherent.. haha.. am i making things difficult for myself? am i trying too hard? i love a lot o pple.. wat do i haf left for myself? the love fr the pple i love, i guess... haha.. but.... nm..... i think it's P.M.S AGAIN!!!! by the way, i am broke.. mayb this is another factor.. =) ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/27/2004 01:21:00 AM.
Thursday, June 24, 2004 exuberantly empty... tt's my msn nick for the day..
well... today spells the last day o slacking at M&A... pple (like myself for one) r real weird.. when i am working, i keep grumbling abt havin to wake up early n stuff.. but when i am leaving, i feel.... exuberantly empty.... i am worried i'll haf nothin to keep me occupied.. althou i need a rest, i noe, but still.. i think i need activities to sustain myself.. only when i am activity-ful will i feel energetic abt life.. only then will i haf the ENERGY to complain n grumble.. if i haf nothin to do, wat do i haf to complain abt!?? i can sleep all i want, i can slouch in front o the tv all i want.. wat else is there to say?! well, except for the fact tt i haf nothin to do.. haha... weird... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/24/2004 02:52:00 PM.
Wednesday, June 23, 2004 when u see 2 happy persons happy together, u can't help but feel happy for them..
i wanna be happy for myself too.. hmpf! ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/23/2004 03:54:00 PM.
i've got a new visior to my blog.. hi there! haha..
highlight o the day---- i was sitting innocently in the toilet dis morn when blood started trickling down my nose... once again.. sigh.. i am beginning to be suspicious o my nasal spray.. is it cos i alwiz jab it into my nose wout bothering abt the delicate tissues inside?!!? think i need more fruits to cool myself down.. n to confess, urs truly here din go jogging last nite.. nope.. i was too busy painting my nails.. haha! tt sounds so bimbotic... n my nails turned out pretty ugly.. hmmm... i guess u cant really tell fr a distance.. unless u r really SHORT!! anw.. tension is mounting in the office... becos................ the new gal doin hong kong comps is already at her 4th call for the morn! n I AM HAPPILY BLOGGIN N CHATTING AWAY......... well.. this goes to show i am not one who succumbs to pressure easily! anw i am leaving on thurs!! ne ne ni boo boo!!! *SHUANG* ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/23/2004 09:57:00 AM.
Tuesday, June 22, 2004 i think i shall go jogging tonite..
IF i am not too lazy............ i feel de-boned... like there's nothing to support my body anymore... no energy.... no strength.... muz be the lack o exercise.... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/22/2004 05:52:00 PM.
when i read other pple's blogs, i am alwiz overwhelmed by emotions..
i love the way they express themselves... the way they reveal things without any inhibition of any sort... sometimes when i write abt things tt r hidden deep in my heart, i will come back straight to delete them... weird huh... i think i am afraid o revealing too much abt myself.. o appearing weaker than i wld like to admit.. sigh....... anw.... to side track.. i wld like to gif a real life example o an ambitious person.. went for tuition yest... yes.. the 'N'i family... the moment mr 'Ni' came in, he showed me a contract o agreement fr ocbc bank.. looking very determined n rather hopeful, he looked at me n said "i wld like to learn to write a contract one day" i almost fell off my chair.. took me a while to regain my composure n i told him tt lawyers will be the ones writing such contracts n he wun hafta worry abt them.. impressive... truly.. i am impressed w the way he is so determined to do somethin big w his life.. taught him the word "entrepreneur" yest.. obviously, tt has become his favourite word after "ruby".... there's so much to learn fr him.. yes his english may suck, but his dreams r way bigger than my miserable existence.. when will i haf the motivation to dream big?? n do somethin abt it??? ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/22/2004 10:01:00 AM.
Monday, June 21, 2004 today's another o my weird day...
felt so lethargic n tired... had a plan formulated after CURL yest to sleep in e office today.. (haha... since when do i need a plan for that?!?!) n i did... but the second time i woke up, a headache was nicely settled in my brain.. sigh.. anw!! CURL ended pleasantly yest... even thou we were the first mentors to arrive n i kept insisting on a BEST MENTORS award for us.. haha.. n even thou only SIX student volunteers turned up to handle 20 kids... but they did it.. we did it... i think i am really lucky... whenever i am involved in activities o such sort, my group mates will alwiz be darn fun, onz n nice... n i am glad.. haha!! n the funniest thing happened... a boy fr my sec sch act developed a crush on this sec sch gal fr another sch.. in the end, ming chong n chuan qi literally carried him to the gal (w syafiq, the boy, struggling intensively n grabbing on to wat ever pillars he could grab hold o), n he managed to get her no!!!! haha.. this is so romantic... even thou it's slightly silly.. still... thinking o it brings a smile to my face.. ben sent me home last nite.. had a rather pessimistic talk w him.. heh.. abt love n life.. when we were talking abt accpeting faults o ur loved ones, i casually asked wat kind o faults my bf will hafta endure w.. n he act said somethin tt left me quite shocked, cos i haf neva thot o it tt way.. he claimed tt my "poor" boyfren will hafta be very generous to accept the fact tt i haf so many guy frens all ard.. is it true?? do pple see me in this way?? puzzled... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/21/2004 05:42:00 PM.
Saturday, June 19, 2004 self-doubting = self-obssession??
tt's wat guy best fren said when i mentioned being insecure.. i think it's true.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/19/2004 11:37:00 PM.
Friday, June 18, 2004 the weekend's here... yay...
althou it's gonna be a packed one... sigh.. actual curl's gonna be on sun. n i am gonna be the mentor in-charge cos jialan's not goin to be there.. haha.. u noe wat's the joke? if u recall, jialan is the person whom i lied to cos i thot curl's gonna fall on my bday.. n i wanted to skip tt session.. to think in the end, she's the one who can't make it!! haha.. but it's ok.. she's a super nice person... i like her.. so it's ok... hee.. hope everythin turns out well.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/18/2004 05:53:00 PM.
today has gone off to a rocky start..
my colleague responsible for calling hong kong has decided to raise the white flag.. so today, a new "fren" has come in to replace her. her name's baoling.. weird.. even thou she shares the same name as my sister, i dun feel any tinge o affection towards her.. somehow, she juz feels like a big intruder.. into the second storey o this office.. into the private n slacking world o min's, huiling's n mine.. see.. now we dun dare to put our heads on the table n sleep openly anymore.. darn! mayb i'm juz being biased.. but still.. she is the INTRUDER!! i wun be frenly towards her.. haha.. think i am juz too sianz o this job to be bothered anymore.. even to feel guilty.. for not calling.. for not being extra frenly.. sianz sianz sianz.... anw, had a nice day yest.. haha... (quick swtich o topic!) went down for curl n had a great time.. the sec sch kids were great.. very nice.. n cooperative.. the kids were great too.. haha.. made me laugh so much my cheeks were aching.. but they r really little devils man.. haha.. there was this fat little boy called wen liang. fr his size, u wld think he eats sweets like he eats rice or somethin.. unfortunately.. tt's not the case.. we gave him a fox sweet w the plastic wrapper still on, n he POPPED it into his mouth wout removing the wrapper. i thot he was trying to be funny, but turned out tt his brother told him tts the way to eat the sweet!! oh boy.. it was darn hilarious.. silly wen liang... oh.. now i am wondering if i am doin a good deed at all by teaching him how to remove the wrapper.. will he become.. fatter? haha... den had a nice dinner w lilin n cui.. althou poor cui was struggling to walk w a painful stomach.. aww... anw! we exchanged stories on all the buggers in our lives!! haha.. darn funny.. mayb i will noe how to handle T better now.. haha... dear frens they r.. on the way back, i came across somethin rather disturbing.. a man was hanging onto a pillar at the bus stop.. n he was rocking forward n backward, on the verge o falling any moment.. at first i thot he was drunk, but i think it's more likely tt he was on drugs.. n frankly, it's most unpleasant to see a grown man swaying to n fro, n hitting his butt against the dustbin to keep himself fr falling.. n he drooled.. when his bus came, he had so much difficulty getting on. i was quite surprised tt the driver allowed him to go on.. n it was only after the bus left when i realised i act felt like vomitting.. mayb the govt shld make an advert o this sort to warn pple.. it's disturbing... i'm sickened... by the memory o this incident.. n the thot o calling today... luckily it's the weekend tmr.. yucks... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/18/2004 09:40:00 AM.
Thursday, June 17, 2004 i think it's atrocious tt i am blogging so hiongly nowadays.. haha..
time now is 12.27 am.. tell u guys a secret, i'm not goin to work tmr!!! hee! gonna lie tt i haf diarrhoea... pls dun raise ur eyebrows.. i am goin for my CURL event la.. not to slack!!! nothin like tt.. juz tt i figured melvin (my slacker boss) prob wun agree to me taking leave, esp since i am WAY BEHIND target.. curl's in the early morn tmr... n even thou i am rather sleepy, i haf decided to come online.. the feeling's diff.. it juz feels different tt i'm not goin to work tmr.. so my energy level is there.. haha... wat does this reveal abt slacker bao?!!? *ting ting ting* sigh... anw.. i am rather traumatised... erm... dunno how to put it.. juz hope aili gets back soon... but then again, mayb it's best tt i settle this myself?!? yawnz.. think i shld go to bed soon.. yes.. go sleep.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/17/2004 12:25:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 16, 2004  You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only love in your sweet kisses. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/16/2004 05:50:00 PM.
i'm fighting a losing battle here..
i'm currently at a grand total of 91 contacts... to hit 250 by the end o this week, it's virtually impossible.. boss came up to check on us juz now. when he asked, how's it goin?, i jokingly told him to be shocked as i clicked on excel. well, his reaction was quite, well, big.. looking utterly astounded, he clasped his hand to his mouth, n practically retreated 3 steps away fr my table. oh well... mayb he was juz trying to be funny.. haha.. or i am the only one who finds this amusing ard here.. haha.. anw, he asked me to stay for a week more to "attempt" to complete my work.. as long as min min n huiling r ard, there's nothin i fear! haha.. but to hit 250 by next week, hmm.. i shall leave it to fate.. =P i muz sound like a truly disgusting employee.. pls be assured, i am normally not like dis... back to calling.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/16/2004 02:48:00 PM.
i had a weird encounter this morn....
was takin 190 as usual (juz later than normal.. hee) n met dis weird auntie. she came on the bus, n started yellin her life story to no one in particular. the bus was very crowded, n she was standing at the door with myself pretty near her. i muz admit, i'm rather impressed w her lungs but tt's not the point. =P think she got a divorce n the husband's fighting for the flat w her. she mentioned tt her parents objected to dis marriage but it's all too late now. n she also yelled abt her brothers who left her in the lurch... sad... disturbing... is this wat u get for choosing the wrong man?? anw.. went to borders w ah qi yest when we met up. was very tempted to buy a calvin n hobbes comic juz for the sake o buying it to make myself happy. but.. i couldnt bear to.. talk abt saving money.. one day.. i might juz end up being a gal w nothin to look forward to.. oh man... haha.. obviously, since i am on the topic of $$, i shld realize the consequence o me slacking my way thru work.. first, i wun hit my quota. second, i might be sacked. third, i might not get my pay. fourth, i might be blacklisted in the industry n never be able to find another job again. fifth, i might hafta lead the life o a vagabond. sounds scary rite... so wat on earth am i doin!?!!?!? i guess i am another weirdo... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/16/2004 09:43:00 AM.
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 i'm mad.. i'm mad.. i'm truly mad..
instead o making calls like a responsible worker wld, i spent the whole day, i repeat, the whole day decorating my blog.... changin the skin.. adjusting the column width.. the font size.. i'm mad... oh no.. wat's wrong w me!?!? ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/15/2004 04:26:00 PM.
i think i am incorrigible... w my quota less than half completed, u wld think tt i wld be scared out o my pants, n be struggling to make calls 5 calls per min n talk in my nasal-ish chinese voice to match the taiwanese.. nope.. i am not..
i am still a lazy bum.. tt's all i can say abt myself.. haha... i am dead tired... no thanx to the rspid comm meetin tt ended at 11 yest.. but still.. it was an enjoyable meeting.. i really love the comm... hee.. can foresee my life getting boring in sch wout anymore meetings to attend... sigh.. tt's life i guess.. anw, i was pleasantly surprised at the meeting when lee hin brought up the piggy sisters. we were talking abt the ID spirit.. he made a comment that the piggy sisters played quite an impt role in.. i can't exactly rem wat he said, but it was like potraying the id spirit. indeed.. my life in id wld not be so complete wout them.. however, i din expect "outsiders" to feel the same way as i do.. haha.. guess it's becos e 8 o us r quite onz in id.. *pleased* oh... hahaha.. allow me to brag here, my twin.. hee.. we were buying dinner b4 the meeting started, n the auntie at the stall act commented that i look very sweet. she was saying some pple r very pretty, but they alwiz look so arrogant n proud. haha.. i guess if i am truly a gorgeous babe, mayb i wld be sticking my nose in the air too... u win some, u lose some, rite?? but then again, w my shagged look n haggard face, how on earth can i look sweet?!? hmmm...... rem how i use to hate pple sayin tt i am sweet, lesly?! haha... think i am growing up!!! haha... ok.. i am abt to drift off to lala land.. oh boy.. shagged....... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/15/2004 09:35:00 AM.
Monday, June 14, 2004 judging from the standards tat i've set for myself, i shld be working on my 15th contact now..
well, i've managed to get 5... pls clap.. this is bad.. real bad... demoralized.......... n i'm gonna haf lunch w someone whom i dun wanna haf lunch w.. bad.... bad.... bad.... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/14/2004 12:18:00 PM.
mon morn...
i'm here blogging even thou i've made strict resolutions to start looking for contacts as soon as i step into the office. obviously... sigh... well, i've made targets for myself.. 6 contacts per hour.. 48 contacts per day.. 192 for dis week, n i'm gonna hit my quota!!! (if u r wondering why it's only 192.. it's becos i'm gonna take MC on thurs to go for CURL's event.. ssshhh...) let's hope i can achieve that.. haha.. anw!!! ACID was fun!! haha.. even thou mui lian like wetted her pants twice.. she's still cute.. n she allowed me to sleep on her shoulder on the last day.. haha.. cos i was seriously too shagged n tired, i kept dozing off in the hall. she realized that i wouldn't be woken up, so she offered her shoulder. tt was sweet... n we act brought them down to the old folks' home at geylang, so it was like exposing them to volunteer work too! i thot that was cool... even thou they couldnt really speak to the old folks, i'm quite sure our trainees made their day.. there was this uncle who claimed that he could tell fortune n help to avert disaster. so kok hui became his target n he was like, rubbing kok hui's forehead furiously n yelling "GO" or somethin like tt.. to get rid o the "bad" things in kok hui. it was quite funny n i was biting my lips furiously to keep fr laughing out loud. the uncle was saying tt kok hui was looking more alert n awake, but seriously, i think kok hui was juz dozing off.. another guy was present, n he made a comment which i find to be very meaningful. it doesnt matter whether u believe in this fortune-telling thing or not. the most impt thing is, u r making the uncle very happy. i can already imagine the uncle bragging to his fellow companions at the home o his great stint. tt's enuf for him........ for them... anw... an hour has past... i haven made any calls yet.. boo me.. n anw... i think i am a person who cannot be forced into somethin.. if not, i will dislike tt person... even if he is not forcing me directly.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/14/2004 09:27:00 AM.
Friday, June 11, 2004 hi glob...
nothin much happened to me yest... but still, i've decided to blog instead o... GUESS!!!!! yes.. i've come to blog instead o work... poor boss who hired me.. i am such a slacker... sigh.. anyhow, i managed to sleep at 945 yest.. haha! but i think sleeping too much, at least for my standards now since i only, like, sleep 5 hrs per day, is not too good too.. i woke up aching all over n feeling twice as sleepy.. dun ask me how i made my way to work.. haha.. was standing on the bus rite besides the driver dis morn. n i act fell asleep while standing.. think he was kinda embarrassed to catch me sleeping.. n i think he was afraid i'll fall into his lap or somethin.. haha... poor driver.. poor me.. why am i alwiz so sleepy?! sigh.. haha.. tonite gotta go down for ACID camp.. the annual camp for the intellectually disabled.. cool.. looking forward but think my sleep's gonna be robbed again.. dun care.. i'll squeeze in some sleep somehow.. mayb i'll sleep during the meals!! haha.. or there's alwiz the toilet.. -_-" anw.. i'm supposed to hit 125 calls by today.. according to the standard set for me by my slacker boss.. n i'm stuck at 48.. oh pls.. gif me the POWER to start calling.. n do like 10 per hr... hahaha.. gif me the POWER TO UNSLACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/11/2004 10:03:00 AM.
Thursday, June 10, 2004 clubbing was fun yest, glob... even thou i only had 2-3 hrs o sleep.. n i am still kinda groggy...
zouk was super crowded yest.. had my toes stepped on by like half a million pple. haha... but it sure felt good to be clubbing w my lesly after so long.. hope she enjoyed herself.. i did... =) somethin rather amusing happened yest thou... saw brian, my pri sch fren.. haha.. somehow, he decided to join us on the dance floor. den thomas came to join us too.. i thot it was kinda weird but nm.. haha.... so i had to dance to lesly, brian n thomas.. i mean, i definitely hafta be w my lesly, but i sorta had to entertain the guys. but lesly, aili n weida helped too la.. haha.. at ard 2 plus, i decided i wanna leave n get home. obviously, thomas offered to send me back. den brian said he could get me home on his bike. i was like, wow.. so w me sandwiched btn 2 o them, we had a funny conversation.. thomas: we share cab back k.. me: (to brian) hey i'm goin back.. brian: i send u back? on my bike.. me: (to thomas) hey my fren says he can send me back on his bike! thomas: u sure it's safe? i bring u back? me: (to brian) my fren thinks it's not safe leh.. did u drink? brian: come on... u dun trust me? me: (to thomas) i think it shld be safe... thomas: u sure? i mean up to u la, but i can send u back on cab. safer.... all the while, i was like swiveling back n fro btn the 2 o them.. screaming in their ears as they shouted back in mine.. n for no reason, brian extended his hand to thomas for a handshake when they've already been introduced a while back. haha.. i thot tt was quite funny.. althou it got kinda frustrating towards the end.. i mean, it was 3 when i checked my watch again.. i wanna go home!!! asked weida n lesly for opinion, but they said up to me.. haha.. then i got kinda pissed cos i was really tired, but none o them wanted to let me leave by myself, so i said like frantic byes to everyone n i stormed off to collect my bag. thomas followed but i think i was too fast for brian.. haha.. so when thomas asked me agian, i said yes.. i was too tired to argue.. saw brian outside n he was like, "so he'll send u back?" i think i will haf a phobia o this sentence for a long time.. then on the way back, i pouted cos i was seriously shagged n kinda pissed.. n thomas thot i was funny.. haha.. *roll eyes* but thanx to him, i got home safely.. the end.......................................................................... wat a night.... but i love my lesly!! haha.... n aili.... dun apologize silly bum!! i love u too............................. haha........ i think i will sleep at 9pm tonite.. i hope... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/10/2004 09:40:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 09, 2004 sigh lao liu.. it's my turn to keep blogging today..
i am having the glazed look again... yawnz.. cannot imagine how i'll survive tmr w zouk tonite.. oh gosh.. n i neva learn my lesson.. almost did somethin stupid again.. yawnz.. sianz.... called taiwan hospitals today. they dun like to help... boo them... a vast difference fr the taiwan hotels.. i am losing my enthusiasm... yawnz.. mayb cos i am simply too sleepy.. oh boy.... i am a pig..... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/09/2004 05:58:00 PM.
this morn, i woke up all groggy n grouchy, as w every morn.. had a chocolate coated bread n got my face n fingers all dirty. in an attempt to get the chocolate off my fingers, i used my teeth to scrap them off. (u muz be thinking wat this is leading to.. haha)
rem my injury fr the trekking trip? on my palm? yes... we're getting there.. since i am no longer bandagin it, i forgot all abt it. thinking tt it's chocolate on my palm, i bared my teeth........................................................ the consequence? D for Disastrous but i guess i wun die fr eating dead skin.. juz tt my hand kinda hurt since i tore the dead skin fr the recovering wound.. wonderful.. anw lesly's back.. wooooohoooo.............................................. may the world be beautiful.. to everyone.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/09/2004 11:50:00 AM.
Tuesday, June 08, 2004 allow me to display my bitching skills n niam abt a guy called jimmy here pls..
he's a fellow rspidian... first, he's been bugging me abt organizing a rspid outing.. obviously he has some GREAT ideas tt he wanna share.. so, he suggested goin to jb n go play paintball. fine.. he told me to HELP OUT w the planning.. fine.. i am the volunteer ic afterall.. but... shldn't i be the one asking him to help me out?!?! then i told him abt my idea to go ubin in july. to be co-planned w my darling twin.. he splashed like 2 tubs o cold water in my face. "ubin... fun meh? we've been there so many times" -_-" so now, on his own, he went off to send icq msges to everyone telling them abt the 3 plans. now, he comes to me saying, "hey, the ubin response not good eh" i feel like strangling him.. yes i noe.. my plans may b boring.. not everyone likes cyclin at ubin.. still... he is a bossy pig!!! wow.. i muz haf sound really bitchy n petty.. but i guess i am.. haha... i haf had great plans to bring the volunteers to gunung datuk.. but it's really not easy.. i was too bu zi liang li.. n mayb i am really a BIG BIG slacker.. fine.. u can go plan everythin!! okie.. steam released... petty bao at work... boo.. anw, i've got 1 more thing to niam abt him.. he made me so angry, i came on to bitch, n stopped calling taiwan.. haha... time to knock off!! i am a slacker.. sigh.. ps:( now he's telling me to organize my ubin for small group. bong his head!! ) ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/08/2004 05:44:00 PM.
Monday, June 07, 2004 at 5.47pm.. i haf decided to come on n gif a description o my first day at work.. n if u wld pls notice.. it's not time to knock off yet!!! haha...............
my new colleague, limin, managed to get this other gal to shift downstairs so now, the top floor's our heaven!! min, huiling, limin n myself.... msning, checking emails.. havoc.... heavenly... haha.. althou i am supposed to be stressed.. i mean... i, myself alone, hafta call comps in taiwan to get funny info n stuff.. n i hafta hit a quota o 250 in TWO WEEKS! tt's like 25 per day.. n i am sorry to announce tt i haf only gotten a grand total o 4 for today.. brilliant.... i mean.. i AM stressed... but w pple chatting w me n telling me to relax.. it's hard not to.. haha.. n my chinese... goodness.. how do u say surveyor in chinese? i said wo shi xing jia po de dai biao for a few times.. they muz be thinking i am dying to be in a beauty peagent or somethin.. den it's weird to say wo zai zuo yi xiang diao cha.. like i am the police or the tax surveyor... the worse thing is, i almost panicked when one telephone operator talked to me in english... cos u yak too much in chinese, the rest is gone.. my tongue's sorta numbed.... oh boy... another day tmr.... *shudder* the only fun thing is, min, huiling n i will congregate together after a few calls to exchange encouraging or sympathetic looks.. haha.. n i can wear slack clothes to work!!!! yay!!!! catch me in jeans, slippers ba.. yooohoooooo......... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/07/2004 05:47:00 PM.
Sunday, June 06, 2004 sometimes i do the weirdest things.. even i haf trouble believing myself sometimes.. sigh..
went clubbing w weida, aili n chin teng yest.. haha.. a very last min thingy but it turned out quite fun.. althou i got all tipsy n gonak gonak after 4 shots.. fell all over the place n did somethin really really stupid n well, plain silly.. haha.. dun start imagining the weirdest stuff pls.. i din grab a guy or burst into the male toilet la.. but i did fall n hit my butt real hard.. now i haf prob walking properly.. haha.. hilarious.. i saw paul n kelly at double o too.. the funniest thing is paul told me to be careful.. tt the 2 guys i'm w r trying to take advantage o us. i almost fell over laughing.. weida is like, the nicest.. n aili will protect me la.. haha.. this clubbing endeavour has allowed me to discover somethin as well.. a slightly disappointing discovery i muz say.. uncovered by my silly n stupid action.. pls pardon me for acting mysterious here.. it's juz too... silly to be exposed.. haha.. nothin major thou.. tmr's gonna be my first day at chinatown.. hope i will enjoy working there.. hmmm... i was daydreaming when i was bathing juz now.. haha.. tt's a habit o mine.. to stone when i am showering.. i was juz imaging this scenario.. tt if i dun turn up for a meeting w my frens.. tt i was late for say, 2 hrs.. will they be worried that somethin might haf happened to me, or will they be saying "tt gal.. late as usual.. irresponsible gal.." juz wondering.. haha.. n i did more mind-wandering.. one day, if i were to run away fr home, will my frens noe where to find me?? will my sisters noe?? will my mama noe?? will i noe where to run to in the first place?? ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/06/2004 11:33:00 PM.
Saturday, June 05, 2004 juz talked to lesly.. she was asking.. if things r meant to turn out fine in the end, why do we haf to go thru the torture o doin things wrongly in the first place? at the very moment, i told her.. tt's becos we hafta learn.. from our mistakes.. from.. stuff..
she said i was the only one who could ans her qns.. not tt it's THE ans.. oh well.... this sets me thinking.. this morn i was talking to baoling.. told her i dun like to haf pple sending me home.. she asked why.. i couldn't ans her.. then she said i am weird.. oh well.... got me thinking too... this afternoon, i started thinking abt wat's in guys tt will attract me.. i couldn't ans myself.. i only noe tt i am very.. fussy?? i can't find the word.. ti1 kee4 in hokkien.. haha.. well, i am thinking...... one day, my hair will turn white.. becos i keep thinking abt things tt haf no ans.. at least from myself... grrr.. anw.. turned out tt lesly stopped bringing up the subject o hall cos she thot i din wanna stay.. din wanna pressurize me.. i stopped too cos i thot she was too vexed to think abt this.. haha... so i might stay in hall afterall.. but still.. i still dun haf a comp.. frustating.. booooooooooo................................................... i think i am a chicken.. dun dare to do this.. dun dare to do tt.. alwiz hafta think o all the obstacles.. boo.. oh well, at least i conquered a MOUNTAIN.......... haha... ya ya!! ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/05/2004 12:06:00 AM.
Wednesday, June 02, 2004 hmmm.. i dun like it when pple r upset w me... esp my close frens.. sigh... pls let things be ok..
juz realized tt i haf a routine each time i come online.. as i wait for my emails to load, i'll definitely read my frens' blogs.. lesly's, shuhui's, aili's, lilin's, qimin's, mingyi's, even elaine's.. even thou i am not even close to her.. i love reading blogs.. they keep me updated abt my frens' lives, even if we dun see each other everyday.. i like to noe wat's goin on.. to be able to offer words- o comfort, o joy, o anythin.. at the rite time.. to let them noe tt i'll be there... anw.. tmr's gonna be a busy day.. gotta go jessie's house at boon lay.. den go down to expo to meet shuhui n min.. n den rush back for tuition.. haha... hope i wun be late for any o them.. looking forward thou.. i love playing.. haha.. n aili.. congrats to the new job found!!! we can go shopping after ur pay huh!! hee........ ~bao~ caught a falling star on 6/02/2004 01:46:00 AM.
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