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Thursday, September 30, 2004 
You're a Spring. You usually are very close-knit with your friends and value everyone freidnship you have. You're a real people person and everyone loves how friendly you are. You're good with encouraging people but usually don't like to be the center of attention. You are a social butterfly and probably are in several circles of friends but it's just because you're well liked and you make people comfortable. You're both fun and wise but you are very realistic about life. What season are you? (pics) brought to you by dunno why i did this.. mayb cos the pic is very nice.. talk to me if u need to... i'll be there.... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/30/2004 01:51:00 AM.
Tuesday, September 28, 2004 i din noe i am strong..
but i guess i am stronger.... n i dunno if this is good or bad... nm.... for now, i juz want all the projects n individual assignments to go away... soon.. got back 2 o my individual assignments... demoralized... so wat if i think my english is an "ok"?? i still do lousily... i suck... demoralized... tt's all i can say.. sigh... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/28/2004 02:02:00 AM.
Sunday, September 26, 2004 independence................
dependence................... wat's wrong w being independant? wat's wrong w being dependant? do i sound confused? i am............ the only way out is, as always, to strike a balance.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/26/2004 09:54:00 PM.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 we're one month old.... =)
thanx to twin for helping with the "present"........ =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =) ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/22/2004 11:46:00 PM.
Tuesday, September 21, 2004 there are some pple in this world who juz look loser-ish...
the way they walk, the way they look ard them in this inquisitive manner that spells loser-ism, the way they style their hair, the way they wear their clothes... i'm not trying to be mean here.. juz reflecting some.. observations.. but of cos, the losers haf their own interpretations o the other pple out there.. when they look at the supposedly funkier pple, wat goes on in their minds? i bet they think the others r loser-ish too... instead o doin their work, they fool ard.. instead o saving wisely in order to contribute to the national savings, they spend money on duh things like silvery belts (althou the counterargument is tt they r contributing towards national expenditure)... instead o coming to sch in sensible attires, they wear oh-so-nice-clothes tt put pple off when comparison steps in... now u muz be wondering.. wat sparked off this blog entry? i dunno... mayb cos o the loser sitting next to me juz now.. haha.. oh boy.. i am really mean.. but juz to let u noe.. i feel like a loser too.. =) well.. i am now at 556 words for my assignment.. jia you!! ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/21/2004 03:26:00 PM.
how do u manifest ur anxiety?
u pace around the room? u do 200 sit-ups, n then another 100 push-ups? u bite ur fingers? u cry? u sob? u howl? or do u take it calmly as urs truly here.. i haf a 3000-words essay to hand in soon..n i am only at the first paragraph.. no matter how many times i've clicked the word count, it still remains at 152 words.. pls clap for me... i've evolved into a calm n composed zombie...... i din even roll my eyes.. no energy for that.... well.. this has its pros.. mayb i wun haf the strength to actually lift my eyelids to "diao" strangers anymore.. wow............................................................................. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/21/2004 01:15:00 AM.
Friday, September 17, 2004 perplexed....
hurt by a fren recently.. it's unintentional.. dun think she even meant it in the bad way.. mayb it's me.. too sensitive.. but it's rather disturbing to realise this side o a fren which u might not be aware of... sometimes, it might juz work to depend on urself i guess... or... i can alwiz turn a blind eye.. which everyone does, i figured.. since we all haf our own flaws... so why am i still harping on this?? time to... do my assignment.. how boring can this get? SIGH ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/17/2004 10:31:00 PM.
Wednesday, September 15, 2004 i noe i noe.. this period o lamenting is too extended for my own good... i noe i noe.. i haf been complaining too much recently.. i noe i noe... all o us r suffering.. but... i still wanna say this..
L.I.F.E S.U.X i am utterly sick n tired o doin projs, DAY IN DAY OUT..... i am so so so tired each day... i wanna do things at my own pace.. sadly, the realistic world out there is not patient enuf to wait for me... i wanna scream at someone.... oh man.. if only the Big B (the big fat conceited pig!) is ard me rite now.. i will bite his head off!!! anger n frsutration can do wonderful things to a gal like me... let me be nice n cheerful again soon ba..... now i can only manage to glare at pple w my half-opened eyes... let the smile come to my face soon.... let me rem wat it feels like to be free... free fr projs, free fr stress... let me live................................ ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/15/2004 03:38:00 PM.
Tuesday, September 14, 2004 i wanna go shopping.. i wann buy new things... i wanna buy new jeans....
but wat if i can't go anywhere cos i dun haf a life anymore!?! guilt penetrates thru me whenever i go out n haf fun instead o completing my work.. oh boy.. i am turning into a nun.... boo.................................. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/14/2004 01:01:00 AM.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004 juz haf the sudden urge to declare my love for all my dearest frens....
pple ask.. how is that you can haf enuf "love" to love everyone?? it all juz depends on whether they are deserving of it... all my dearest frens are.... so... i love them.... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/07/2004 03:42:00 PM.
Monday, September 06, 2004 realised that i haf been Missing In Action for quite some time...
decided to come on n announce that, yes, i am still alive... albeit walking ard w a monkey head isn't all tt pleasant.. haha.. but i am getting used to it.. plus.. i am super shagged.... stayed up till 4am to rush this assignment, n woke up at 6 to come for class.. guess the outcome... sigh... paulyn's pretty amazed by the rate i doze off..... once again.. i hafta impress my frens w this.... SIGH~~~~~~~~ ~bao~ caught a falling star on 9/06/2004 04:56:00 PM.
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