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Friday, October 22, 2004 on the road to recovery...
cough's goin away... i can breathe thru my nose now... i am no longer THAT grouchy.. at least i dun stare at strangers anymore.. yay.. plus.. all the irritatingly disgusting projs r over... so now.. it's time to study for the exams.. n start reading the notes tt i haf never touched.. strangly.. i feel lost.. i noe why... cos the projs gave me a legitimate reason not to start studying.. oh boy........... i better buck up............... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/22/2004 11:53:00 AM.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004 cough cough
sniff sniff u've got it... i am sick... wat a drag... boo... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/19/2004 10:10:00 AM.
Thursday, October 14, 2004 life is not a bed of roses......................
so wat if it's sucky for a period o time? the sun still shines bright.. the birds still chirp in delight... i dun want to be knocked down by a truck n haf my frens saying "oh poor baohuan.. she was still weeping abt her sad life a while ago.." no.. it shld be baohuan doing somethin exciting! "oh poor baohuan.. she was attempting to do a split a while ago.." "oh poor baohuan.. she was trying to pet a dog a while ago.." "oh poor baohuan.. she was practicing for her cheerleader stint a while ago.." "oh poor baohuan.. she was rehearsing for a broadway show a while ago.." =) ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/14/2004 10:03:00 AM.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004 i am filled with fierce thots... thots that i cannot reveal.....
i had wild thots running in my head juz now.. but when i came online, n a whole lot o pple came to talk to me, they ran away... thots that shouldn't be there in the first place.. i realize tt when u r SLIGHTLY depressed, wild thots will run everywhere around u.... i am not suicidal... juz... depressed.. n tt's when u need frens.. becos if not, u will haf wild, unmanageable thots... scary thots... i repeat... i am not suicidal.. juz thinkin o how to protect myself.. from pple who hurt me unintentionally... i hate myself sometimes.. oh boy......... this doesnt make sense... becos i am not in the state to make sense anyway............ mayb becos i am juz evil, mean, lousy, wicked, nasty, horrible.... dun believe me.. becos if u do.. i'll be very very sad................................................................ ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/13/2004 01:48:00 AM.
Saturday, October 09, 2004 i dun understand a freak o wat i haf been reading the whole afternoon!!!!
wat am i to do? how will i pass the stupid test on monday!?! when will i haf the time to do my parts for the projs tt neva seeem to end!??!?! my bones r aching.. my body's aching.. i haf a feeling i am gonna be sick... i dunno if this is good or bad news.... for if i really do flunk my test on monday, at least i haf an excuse... "feeble bao has to give up her books for her health.." but will i forgive myself? prob not.. so... get back to ur books, dope! but......................... i a m a c h i n g a l l o v e r ....................... does the above give the feeling o a long, suffering, tormenting anguish tt doesnt seem to end? well.. tat's how i feel............... ok... mayb i am exaggerating juz a tad.. juz let me wallow in self-pity.. at least for the nite.. cos courageous bao will battle on.. soon enuf.. i muz get my grade! i will get my grade! ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/09/2004 11:15:00 PM.
Friday, October 08, 2004 
You are the color pink. As a beautiful and sweet human, you are everybody's favorite person. Healthy and energetic, you're often seen spreading the happines. As an unusually charming and sweet person, you're always ready to comfort people who are down. You sympathize with everyone, but not always yourself. Aside from that, you are light-hearted and cheery. And you make it your duty to make every cloud have What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!) brought to you by ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/08/2004 01:02:00 PM.
Thursday, October 07, 2004 that's it...............
i am stressed.. how else can i explain the sudden change in temperament in me? i am gettting meaner.. n more paranoid.. that's the new me now.. juz handed in a graded assignment this afternoon.. was happily studying for a test next mon a while ago when the first wave o paranoia hit me after a long long time.. DID I ATTACH THE ASSIGNMENT?? jumped up immediately to check, but alas.. the link's gone.. so now, i am torn between emailing my tutors (but the time lack's simply too great!) or calling them in the morn.. well.. i guess i will call them.. mayb i can pretend to be slightly hysterical so they will gif me sympathy points? nah.. i am not so jian oh yes.. n my meanness.. sigh.. tt's another long story.. abt a poor salesman who was trying to get us to change to broadband... i am too tired to recount the story.. another time ba.. being mean n paranoid sure is tiring.. stress stress go away.. i dun wanna be a friendless thing... ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/07/2004 01:33:00 AM.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004 the tuition-kid saga is back...
jing jing is the ultimate bugger.. as i grudgingly went for tuition yest (when all i wanted to do is to zzzz), i shld haf been prepared when he immediately complained o a stomachache.. dun get me wrong.. i believed him. his grimace as he clutched his stomach was tt o real pain.. but still.. he is a big sissy.. (his grandparents strongly believe in tuitioning. so, no rest for him until time's up.. aww.. for this, i pity him..) he took half an hour to complete the assignment tt involved placing 2 ticks besides a few sentences.. note tt i am not complaining yet.. cos i snoozed a bit as he did tt... ha.. after which, he went to the toilet twice, coming back WOUT washing his hands.. n he gleefully went off each time as i bellowed for him to be hygienic.. next, as the topic was tt o Celebration, i taught him o the various festivals that can be celebrated.. as we touched on Children's Day, he went high... JingJing-the-bugger: other countries got children's day? bao-the-sleeper: ya.. JingJing-the-bugger: same day? bao-the-sleeper: no i dun think so.. (actually, up to now, i still dunno the ans.. is there an international children's day?!?!) JingJing-the-bugger: no same day? bao-the-sleeper: nope, NOT on the same day JingJing-the-bugger: mayb sometimes the same day? bao-the-sleeper: no it's different days in different countries JingJIng-the-bugger: why? mayb sometimes the same day? wat's wrong.. why can't he accept the fact that children from all over the world don't celebrate children's day together!!?! bao-the-sleeper: ok ok.. mayb some countries haf it on the same day.. i dunno if i changed facts w this statement.. but i had to appease him somehow.. finally, as i asked how he celebrates Teacher's Day, he innocently exclaimed, "I celebrate Teacher's Day by not goin to sch on that day" how touching.. haha.. but seriously, i am beginning to like dis little boy very much... but mayb i shldn't show too much o it.. he's beginning not to take me seriously.. hmmmm.. ~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/05/2004 04:15:00 PM.
Friday, October 01, 2004 helpless.........................
~bao~ caught a falling star on 10/01/2004 02:01:00 PM.
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